Chris Brown took to his Instagram to express what he's been going through lately! The Grammy award winning singer, has had enough! After all the drama he has experienced lately (the twitter "fight" with a comedian, the love triangle with Karrueche, and the fight with Frank Ocean) now he has to appear in court today to prove that he did not "fake" his community service hours! It seems to be taking a toll on the 23yr old singer! Check out what he had to say.
"I love ya'll but ya'll getting repetitive telling me to relax. no I'm not gonna relax. Im makin an album right now ... and ya'll tell me not to pay attention to it. How can I not when it's on my radio, TV, and everything else ... even if I did relax I wouldn't stop hearing about it .. ya'll are everything to me ya'll know this but telling me to ignore it is like telling me to walk around with a blindfold and stick earplugs in my ear .. Im wise I can handle the hate but enough is enough, yo!!
Yes it bothers me but it's not my main focus! my music is ... and when I speak on it .. its because I want people to know how I feel .. yes they talked about Jesus ... but "him" I am not him, not even close!!!
Im a human being and I honestly think I deserve respect Im sick of being accused ... Im tired yall Just don't understand Ive been going through this sh*t since I was 19 years old .. You cant sit here and tell me to calm down, when am I gonna get a positive outcome out of anything I do?
When can I get that feed back?
Im TIRED do you read me Im tired!!!!!! Im not gonna sit here and play victim, Im just tired of this sh*t ... I pray every day and night for a new outcome ... and just when everythnig seems to be going good some new sh*t happens.
A day in my shoes is a day in hell, believe it or not!
Ya'll don't wanna be in my predicament ... before ya'll say Im weak remember what Ive been through ... my soul cries for positivity Im not broken I am STRONG .... but being so doesn't"
All I'm saying is, people really need to learn forgiveness. And they must also understand that if they really wanted to see Chris change they would be praying for him vs speaking his demise! We are all in need of mercy & forgiveness at one point..and remember what ever malice you judge with the same will be given back to you!
Yes think about that!!!
UPDATE: A Rep for Chris Brown stated that the singer DID NOT this on instagram, and that indeed it came from a FAKE account.
Honestly even if he had said it, I don't see how it would have "hurt" him..it seems as if it would be the truth.